madness vs sanity

There is everyone’s happiness around you and you are absolutely overjoyed for them and in every moment.YET! There is your nagging in mind, pinching you taking you back to your reality. Your reality could be your unhappiness or your crazy happiness or love or just a daily life balancing, whatever it is its there. Everyday I wake up with a good thought, knowing that someone close to me is so happy these days and then there is someone so close to me so unhappy and then there is me who is taking life at a daily level, trying not to think of the next few days. It’s all a balancing act, especially when the unhappy one is trying her best to camouflage her emotions; well that’s her way of dealing with things. Sometimes you do get fooled, also because on the other side the other person who is so close to you is so happy so you start getting the happy vibes from everyone.
People always say that one should be able to talk to people about how they feel, there should be some one who you say everything to, but really I have been thinking, are people who you want to say everything to are they even ready to accept what you are saying. Yes this could be a test of friendship etc etc, but still at times you know that the other person will either judge you or maybe what you want to say to them it's related to them and it will prolly back fire when you actually say it out to them.
So here's to taking everyday as it comes.