toothfiction

and so it is, just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me all of the time,
can't take my eyes off you, i cant take my eyes of you.

HMMM, i cant talk so i shall write. Why i can't talk is a 235276million dollor question!!!
marium had a tooth transplant surgery done yesterday. Ideally it should have done as this major beautification deed to make the smile loook like another million dollor element.The story is a little contradictory, a million dollors were spent doing this so marium does not loose the rest of the killer smile which is left.
after 6 years of not bothering she finally gave in and went to the holy place called a dental clinic, surgery was schedualed and as fadii and many other people had told her, she wopuld be sedated and wouldnt know a thing. MArium would simply wake up to a ll work done zone, hai, Dr kshif told her the exact opposite, "Sweetheart",he said. you will be alive through this you wont feel a thing but you will know it all. That was all marium needed to know in order to have her nerves and arteries collapse right there, which eventually resulted in a canula being poked 4 times in her till they found a vein that was able to hold the goddamn piece of plastic in her left hand. Groggy, she lay down and two people in crumpled fresh scrubs took a go at her mouth, 4 needles poked here and there in the gum to numb it..ouchhhh!!!"sweety you are the best ,, so calm, keep it up we just took it out. i am putting a screw in blah blah" Dr kshif kept on ressuring her. She was nervous oh yes, but kept on mentally doinmg whoooooooooosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh fame of bad boys 2!!
there was a little thing attached to my right hand forefinger to chk heart rate,doc knew everytime i stopped breatheing or became scared.
Initially when i was being drugged doc aasked how much i drank(not water) in aday so he could drug me accordingly. i felt all that was going on, the drilling the carving the pressure and i just thought..shit what if there was n numbness i would have died right here. hahahhaha world peace would have been confirmed then!!!;)
it got over with a couple of lectures from doc kashif. I came out slightly swaying..not from falling in love but from being a druggoholic. Fadii ma man came to pick me and got another million instructions from doc, he smiled and heard em all. NOW HE HAD AN EDGE OVER ME, it was time for "come back" time. For the first time i was quiet with him, just nodding smiling and sleeping. We got medicines and headed to kats house. Today was not exactly the day when i should ahve landed on kats head... her attention and focus was on more lifetime things then world peace thanks to me..hehehehhehe.. deatils i cant give:)
With a loopsided smile i practised "boltay hath" and became a pro. I never imagined i could remain chup for so long, the only thing i was dreading and still am is not being able to eat..only liquids. i ahd some very caring people msgng and acquiring in their own funny ways as to how i was doing. Amma and abba picked me up around 10 and i wentr back home...been communicating through writing and flowery notepad. Its fun, i am enjoying the no talking part without having to explain it. Just watched In Pursuit of happyness, Will smith was great. It was a nice movie..makes you think.
and now i am groggy again and writing, BUT also bored and alone, i wish both my siblings were around, and i wish i didnt live so far that noone could drop by..hahah i am whining
ok time to post this...
"i hope for world peace, but can the world please do that with me talking as oppsoed to not:)"