Monday, January 31, 2005

do i really want to say it

so it is just like you said it should be..we both forget the breeze most of the time....cant take my mind of youuu..cant take my eyes off you.

Nothing is the same, no song, no movie…nothing wants to be the same. The cloud of disbelief that you are not there looms all the time, shaking me violently..making me cry , surrender to my own tears.

Every moment from morning to night has your connections, every breeze writes your name…every second reminds me of what you said.
Every other connection takes me to the connection I had with you.
Every lyric changes itself into your voice…how do i become normal,
The stars are not sprinkling their magic…they just don’t let me forget.

The void is too huge to fill, when everything I do takes me to you.
So where do I go from there, all paths take me to you.

The friend I had in you..i can’t find..i am blind..cant see..because my support is not there…every detail of my way I shared with you. now there is no you.

This is a lonely world now…empty of all its goodness, joy..
Its all black n white..

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

espresso

meyum

weather makes it all worth it!

Try spending a rain and wind filled day outdoors..and spend it with a friend, nothing like it. Chai & hot rolls, open blinds and lots of wind.