Saturday, March 26, 2005


calvin and hobbes

calvin: my parents are two most stupidest people on earth.
just my luck that theyd get married and have me!
i hate everybody!
*hobbes following along silently*
i dont see how anyone could ever fall in love. people are jerks!

hobbes: sometimes they are, but look at the colors on the trees today.

calvin:yeah? so what?

hobbes: i think its more fun to see something like this with someone than just by yourself.
*the two still looking around*

calvin: i guessss so...but i would still rather see this with a tiger than a person.

hobbes:well that goes without saying.

calvin:i think people worry too much about little things
all they do is make themselves unhappy that way
Why get an ulcer over things that don't really matter.?

hobbes: like the book report you're supposed to be writing now on the book you havent read?

calvin: exactly. case in point.



Friday, March 25, 2005

hmm so i was thinking...

i have been reading a lot of blogs regarding relationships friends..how to deal with men and a funny one was from someone about what men shouldnt do in a physical relationship..ah!but alas.;)
anyway what i was coming at was the how at times nothing, no rule no pointers no experience nothing applies to you and you are left with a question that you just simply can't deal with.
You are so much in love with a person, now be it pure love or infatutation obesession etc...you know that things are going wrong and you need to put your foot down..but you juts simply can't. Im sure all of us have been that person [i will lend you my ear and shoulder so you can cry and yes i will make you feel better] once in our lives who says" but look at what he made you into...he/she is good for nothing..everything can't just revlove around him/her"
Hmm but more than likely when the tables have turned and someone else has become the ledning ear shoulder person..you are sitting thinking "what do you know, my situtaion is different, i can't just walk out and treat him/her like shit and i know he/ she means well"
Hmm another food for thought, we completely turn blind towards. How are you supposed to find "A SOLUTION" is there such a thing.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

wishful thinking:)

You scored as Ashlee Simpson. You are most like Ashlee Simpson (looks are not identical you just have similar features)

Ashlee Simpson

38%

Michael Jackson

25%

Lindsay Lohan

19%

Pamela Anderson

19%

Paris Hilton

0%

What Celebrity Could Be Your Twin!? (Awesome!!)
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a thought...

"hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies"
The Shawshank Redemption

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

im flyingg!



something i could finally relate to!:)

You dislike conflict, and you' quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

ehsas

kabhie yunhee lagta hai, jaisay gird kinaray kay
aik halka sa ehsas, sarsarahat kartay huay jata hai.
sooch ki gehrai ki unginat teh main, ulajhtay sapnay,
toti hui yadian....
kisi aik teh main, ehsas larkhrata hai..ahista ahista
lehron say bachtay huay nikalna hai..magar phir bhi kuch
aisa hota hai kay, nahi sulajhta kuch bhi..or app doob jatay hain
kaisay apnay ander har ehsas to nazuk na honay don. lehron ki teh main na doobon

Monday, March 21, 2005

someones blog made me think alot about relationships, values, bitterness and where do things go....later i came across this saying.
" every story has an end, in life though, every end takes on a new beginning"

Sunday, March 20, 2005

my tiny wish list and what i will do

  • remain me
  • evoke passion in my relationship even after being married forever.
  • dress up for fun.
  • open a resturant (or some sort of a food joint)and have my own ultra special cooking
  • fall in love..well for real!
  • watch all the good movies that i have missed
  • sit on the top of a clip[i just realized after publishing the blog once that i had written clip instead of cliff, but i will let it be for the sake of fun] and just breathe the air
  • let my friends know that i am always there
  • stay up the whole night, eat roti and cream cheese, have chai the whole night and then hope that it rains!:)
  • remian me(repeated for immense importance:)

Saturday, March 19, 2005

movie masti magic

movies, masti magic..and no its not some star plus line...this was my day today..started off with total GIRLFRIEND session (much much required) over pancakes, coffee and feet up on the couch..so what if we were in a setting where women are generally aunty type dressed or teeny boppers are so loud you can die of noise pollution...actually at 9 in the morning on a saturday..it was just the opp..espresso all to our selves and endless time..
well just about since the second stop was at school..where 120 kids were waiting for a small talk and then an experience beyond belief..to LYRIC cinema...movie showing of :chalo ishq larain(hearts hearts hearts)or better yet. Let’s Romance(English translation)!!!
I could go on about the attitude people have towards local cinema and how today we lost it with the kids for the fact that they did want us to treat them like kindergarten students and not adults…umm but no..id rather value the fact that at the end of it all..these bachas understand the value of doing something like this and how we never had sort of outlet..

Movie was retarded but it completely took away any sign of exhaustion or frustration that might be building up..
Be it the bare backed hairy chest ali haider or the absolutely suggestive, very stiff, nauseatingly pointless dialoguing…we were all in fits and the whole point of watching the movie together unfolded in front of everyone…
Some extremely excited , overly zealous kids, who think they will graduate and just jump into filmmaking and suddenly the world will change got a rude shock..but all was good because now atleast they will not walk around with horse blinders.
It is magical to be able to arouse this kind of excitement in kids and have fun ourselves.
I love my job..even if I looked like someone had killed me once we were backJ
Happy day happy fun!

Friday, March 18, 2005

change of...

change is good, even if it means changing your blog template:) or not wearing the same chappal to school and wear Pink instead..
small, but effective...if we want it to be..that is change

Wednesday, March 16, 2005


manie mao
the cat i have had for the past two months,yesterday i found out that my cat is a female!!!!!!!!!!ok im super stupid..but i had no idea that the differenace was so visible and alos because of the fact that poor manie( she was named MANIE when i didnt know he was a she, hence the manliish name) is only 5 months old..so i was clueless.yesterday came as a shock..i took her to the vet and DOC said..darling she is on full heat..and i was like" uh she...ummm doc pervaiz manie is a male cat"doc pervaiz chukkled softly ..."beta...try lifting the tail, the organs are visible""she is on full heat...have you let her out, she might be pregnant" he raised his left eyebrow and asked with concern..well i was just standing there feeling like an absolut fool!!but i honestly didnt know and manie is my first cat ever.. so ummm!!!poor thing was so ill for the past couple of days..everyone thinks i should chnage her name!!NO i wont.she will be manie..i love manie.and she cant be anyone else.so what if it took me 2 months to find out her sex...she's still my cat!!!

hip hip hurray for having people in your life!

it happens when suddenly you cant hold things within anymore and there is just this crazy need to let it all out. everything that you prolly never ever said to anyone..and suddenly one day you find yourself saying everything to one person..and the fact that this one particular person is not sitting there eyeing and judging you..wondering what warped charcater you have..if you fit the description of a "NICE" girl etc etc.
never in my life have i felt so light hearted the way i felt yesterday...no wonder girlfriends are angels..even though there are no wings;)

Saturday, March 12, 2005

at what time?


at what time does it happen?
In all fairness, time starts being a healing factor for everything. Time is a crazy word, it takes you back and in retrospect it makes you dwell. Both done, time puts a lock on old things, of course this being a voluntary action and not something that would happen on its own.
There are times (see, here I go again) when forgetting is not an option and there are times when forgetting is what will take you forward. Under normal circumstances you would think that “why not give yourself that option??” BUT understandably it’s not possible to do so as time that is passing; it’s passing through your past.
Explanation [your past is in your face in form of things, a face, a place, another person]
Forgetting then becomes inadmissible mostly because the sign hanging from your face and all across is usually a replica of the past that you wanted to forget in the first place.
Where time tends to heal, time also reflects insanely on what went wrong, so it’s entirely up to you to strike that balance and decide whether its an option or not.
Reach a conclusion? No. I guess its eventually something that is decided upon the situation and is generally a custom made solution with the right fitting, perfect length and total contrast, no compromise on stitching.



Monday, March 07, 2005

the extent of truth!!!!

You scored as Sloth.

Sloth

44%

Envy

44%

Gluttony

44%

Pride

38%

Lust

31%

Greed

19%

Wrath

0%

Seven deadly sins
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Saturday, March 05, 2005

thankyou for everything

I will now appreciate everything that makes me and everything that keeps me going …but taken for granted.
Cheers for the fact that I breathe
I made 30 people smile in one go:)
My saying ‘its ok’ to someone actually made them forget their worry for a while
I noticed how the cloud was changing shape…and looked beautiful
I have my own room and I can choose to keep it beautiful
God has given me a sense of creativity
I earn money through talking to people and motivating them, inspiring them
I make a difference even if its at a small scale
I managed to watch all the movies that were lying their for ages and I wasn’t getting the time
I managed to pay my bills today!!Yaaaay
I have been putting off work and today I finally did it
I realized how when amma is not around the house everything is so depressing...so hurray for having a family (my own)
A friend made me feel wonderful about me when I was really down in spirit.
And ofcourse...since I got into the prayer mode again...thankyou GOD. Thanks for everything that you make possible for me.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

writers block

writers block.
a lot happening
words not coming together
thinking about it not helping

i want something which will make me high
i must stop looking pale and start glowing wanting to
let the words breeze out of me onto the blog.
its a writers block its a writers block.


is there any such thing at all...or just my lame excuse.