life is what happens when you are busy making other plans
or something like that.

one meeting another

it is so very important in life to have people around you(who are important)to like the other people around you(who are important). i have generally hung around with similar sort of people who have mostly gotten along fine with each other and the others(they just havent mingled together) so one i finally got one friend to meet the rest of my freinds and i saw them completely at ease i felt great!!a part of me was a little jealous even , you know the usual(but they are my friendsssss or he/she is my frienddddd) but thats just a moments things. i love the fact that my friends are such a major part of me and i dont have to choose between them.i love them each and everyone of them.

comfortable vs comfortable

how comfortable are you being absolutely comfortable with the next person????what is it in the person sitting in front of you which makes you lose inhibitions and be completely at ease and be yourself?how many people do you meet everyday or know in life that actually make you be that way?

you got tagged!meyum

jammie made me do this...:)

5 years ago: ahhhh!this time 5 years ago i was giving my thesis and nash was about to get married...family life was terrible and everyone had taken a back seat in life.
1 year ago: i fell for "disillusional" pleasure unknowingly.
5 songs i know all the words to:musumusu hasi,everything i do,pyar dewaana hota hai, i will runaway,aitebar.
5 snacks i enjoy:chips with onion dip, yellow daal(nimko),makai, toasted bread and chutney,cheetos.
5 things I'd do with a million dollars: get a very amazing studio apartment for myself somewhere in an area full of greenry, buy assi nash and shanju everything, pay abhisheikh bachan to marry me(umm fantasies included i guess), buy dada ami her own house. ok i think i have used up my million dollars, prolly in debt now!
5 places i would run away to:kat's basement(only kat knows this),my room,planet EVERYTHING WILL BE THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE, sunflower feild, maybe to the beach.
5 favourite TV shows:Dark angel, sex and the city, friends,scrubs,ER.
5 greatest joys:having shanju call me meyum,coming back to my room and sleeping, doing absolutely nothing, knowing that i have a twin.
5 things i would never wear: frilly clothes, stretch straight legged jeans, burqa, halter neck shirt ummm plenty more but can't think of it right now!
5 favourite toys:my room(can play around with it any which way), two dinkies sitting on my keyboard, a box full of my little cartoon characters, was never much of a doll crazy person..even if i was dont remember having many.!oh there was a set of 8 tiny dolls dressed in cute pink knitted frocks.
tagged by me are
machus http://www.maachus.blogspot.com/
sumblihttp://www.visuallymine.blogspot.com/
khizhttp://www.cloudkhizzy.blogspot.com/
yaweritehttp://www.yawerite.blogspot.com/

Twenty'sEven more risky than being caught cheating on your past

in exactly 11 days and 12 nights i will be 27.didnt anticipate it would happen this fast, roller coaster ride, facing so many things going thru just about everything life could offer. My past, present and future all walking together, one stumbling into the next and the next and coming back for a quick check on the last phase aswell. Where i was a kid thinking at 21 i will be married with one kid, and then it was certainly happening to me by 24(this is me thinking back in alevel days) and suddenly now its the furthest from my mind.Not that the idea of getting married doesnt appeal to me..whoaaa its good and inshallah it will happen and neither have i turne into one carrer oriented person whose aim in life is to become a bigger better bitch(no judgements being made here, just coincidental). I want to be me and remain me and enjoy being me, not give in till i find someone who will let me be me. And as one newly married friend very aptly put,"why is anyone else's being and doing something lead you into making any decision?" Yes, it shouldnt and it doesn't, well not entirely atleast.
There are my parents who think that i am at the age where i should be settled(obviosuly me being in their house having a carrer, being myself, earning is hardly qulaified as being setelled)and then there is me who is as the time is passing getting more confused then ever before asto what is it that is going to make me tick. How happy am i with myself?it is very very important for me that i am 234% content in being myself and in believing what i believe. The mind is there telling me that, varifying all thats positive and the soul is making me think the opposite. Am i doing things because i want to do them this way or is this some major disillusion that i am falling for?.My past was glorified because there was a set pattern that i wanted to follow, shit happened and i grew up and learnt a lot, realized that my set pattern was not what would make me tick and 11 days away from being 27 i am still wondering if i even need a pattern or should i just relish in the everyday as it happens lifestyle???