i want to be a super hero and not have to tell anyone who i am and how i feel

sometimes it just takes a fimiliar touch of someone who is very close to you and you crumble..every single pent up emotion in you emerges and then you talk freely and cry freely.
i was just watching "Silsila" on tv(old amitabh movie) and my faith took a new turn all over again. i know this is melodramatic but thats me!

comfy

it feels right
i am not afraid
no jitters
clouds drift apart
flicker of smile
butterflies come
this all falls together
makes everything
every nerve
comfy.

everything falls into place when you spend a nice happy long day with your bst friend. There are a million laughs, naughtiness, good food...random talking. Thank God allah mian for giving me such amazing friends. Although this one friend had come for the first time(aram say) and it was fun exploring my room with him and looking at things and just being me. another session due mate!

life is going in one direction and on the surface things are smooth choclaty and fun...and then one morning you are sitting feeling good and suddenly some strange sinking feeling takes you down. takes you very down and you cant figure out what it is that went thru your good feeling days and this happened.

lovers on the road

The Space Between-Dave Mathews Band

The Space Between-Dave Mathews Band

You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, loveThe Space Between
The tears we cryIs the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between

The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain
But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we play
We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between

The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain
Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love Is hope we don't take this ship down
The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get tickled
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into...
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain
Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here
The Space Between

What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The Space Between...

The Space Between-Dave Mathews Band
courtesy expressome blog

lately so much is happening with school semester ending, friends getting married, meeting up with old college mates. Life is a whirl. good and bad. but thank GOD every night 8 out of 10 times when i go to sleep its usually with a content smile and a prayer for someone or the other who i feel for tremndously.