kiss me goodmorning, goodnight, everyday...life!

there are always those tiny little telle tale signs that tell you if you are really happy or if you are really being yourself. However we grandly ignore them. why???hmm good question..perhaps because they conceal within them a lot of truth that we might not want to face. there are questions upon questions...the never ending ones but eventually if you shed the sad layers and focus on what makes you YOU!!!it happens..yeah it does...i am no optimist generally but hell yeh when i want to make me happy i have the power to and no blasted thing can change it.
and nobody who doesnt make you feel that way about yourself doesnt really deserve a LIFETIME chance with you.yes they will be around in your life...and yes there will be times you will be happy with them..but lifetime with them perhaps not!!
dont rule out possibilities..they come everyday..and you can choose to start afresh everyday..
anything that makes your frown..no no no!!not worth it!
i am saying this..i feel good happy and positive..and this is under no pretence.and i say this to myself and not to prove something to the world.
things will come and go and life will happen and i know that i will find my life going the way i envisioned it to be. to al those poeple who are in my life..and make it what it is good or bad or just plain silly..i owe you one!!and i will make that happen by being the silly me in your life..i just hope it comes in a good way to you.

i painted it white,
black gushed onto the palette
uninvited [but tugs somewhere]
why did the colour change
look it says red
so why is my canvas mixing
its own
making the reds into oranges
the hues unknown, some of them
it's a sinful image
uninvited [makes me breathless]
i see a self image evolve
i see it shatter
i see it because it's there
uninvited

faith,they say
it took her places
let her see everything
let her be everything,
they say it was love,
she was just herself
finally she had found her star
finally she found meaning,
to the words.
the red dress and silver shoes
dressed up the day...
so why is somebody
violently shaking her up...
waking her up.

breakfast laaadis

no matter what..no matter how..we[me jam and kat] manage it and its the smile of my day...the moment mars referred in her mail today..."its my art" p.s: i love you

"there are always flowers for those who want to see them".Matisse

another year...another set of bachas..its wonderful:)these are a bunch of first years sitting around ..its almost 430 time to go home..naheed was narrating "OFF  TO  SEA" a Romance..amazing time!these kids have such amazing energy.it's so refreshing and reviving to be with themand to teach them,teaching has changed me so much

i had a date with these three wonderful books and the last one is still going on..i have remained single for a long time and these few dates seemed like the best :)..no one sitting across was judging,no one seemed bothered who i was..all i did was enter into these three different world and life their lives"life in every page,books have that magic of making someones else's life yours"

a moment