Choices

i feel cheated by the choices i made,
at the lows of my life.
Yet the same choices give me the unexplainable zeal
it's complicated you see...
choices i made and keep making
surrender me to the future that changes everyday
there' s always the thing of
coulda wouldaa shouldaaa...
but the reality is always the choice of the moment.
so go ahead and make it...
and then watch the magic.

turning point

It’s funny how people love to throw their weight around in other people’s life (with or without realizing it). It’s not always good to shove your opinion on something and expect the other person to take it. I might or might not agree with you and that’s perfectly alright. I can't live my life through your values and yes i certainly can't fall at your feet every time you say, "go", it has to work both ways..remember everyone’s patience can run out.
These questions have started to bother me now more then ever, why is it always one persons turn to give in...and that too from the other persons point of view..because they have been always there and whatever not. If you start trusting the instinct in you then yes indeed you will loose a lot an it will be difficult but try doing that and see for yourself..it might turn out to be something wonderful and you will not remain delusional.
"watch the movie then decide for yourself",whispered.

TWO to tango

magic

"see i told you something will happen...birthdays are magical"
you know you said this to me on my birthday back in college...i still hang on to it and it has never let me down..
love you:)

almost 28

"Katie will not go off the rails because suddenly she wakes up one morning and she is sixteen. People do whatever the hell they want to do at any age they fancy. Last year you were twenty-seven. That means you are three years away from thirty. Do you think they day you reach thirty you will be any different than you were at twenty-nine or thirty one for that matter? People create little ideas about ages so they can write silly self-help books, stick stupid comments in birthday cards, create names from internet chat room and LOOK FOR EXCUSES FOR CRISES IN THAT ARE HAPPENING IN THEIR LIFE"

Excerpt from Where Rainbows End by: Cecelia Ahern

together

when nothing else comes up
the energy around is fueled with laughter
the chemistry intoxicating
time holds no limit
the knowing, the not knowing..
exchanges.
thats when it's all together