maniee maooooooo

red&pink day

;)s create a lot of greys in ones life

...and a certain blog has been making me think how we(all humans)complicate things by not making them clear. How much of truth is there to it, i think we do this to leave opne ended options..not good i think. But unintentionally it happens.shouldn't na??
upfrontness required..
this has taken me low..very down

i read this today
"don't look to love someone who's perfect, learn to love with perfection"

bohat ala!!!!

THIS MATCH IS SUPERB!

it has put me on a high

that nothing ever has.

yeah crazy..but thats me

hats off to PAKISTAN

it's sad that INDIAN audience has lost spirit

are you indian????
as people we get that a lot..what does it say??just goes on to show how similar we are..yet the differnces are unlimited..we brought them upon us.WE WILL BE DIFFERENT!
just been watching the match and intitially Indian players were screaming and now we are..same talk..same comments..we are too similar.

war and peace..where do i go?

once upon a time when i was madly into photography..ah!

bloggingncommenting

blogging is so personal and it's great that we are able to read everyones blog, find out who they and indulge in reading. well thats certainly my take on it. at times you read something and it makes you want to say something to someone you dont know at all. Are you implying something personal?no! you are just commenting. Frankly now im scared of commenting on blogs that i dont know of as people..yes, childish thought perhaps but i just felt it. In anycase someone who doesnt know would always take your comments on a different tangent because they dont know.
anyway no conclusion here..just a off phase.

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of sara jamil a.k.a jammie!

im a wanna be...hmmmmm

OH YEAH;)

wind-earth-magic

“Gaining a wider perspective is like opening a window into a stuffy room- the whole atmosphere changes and the fresh breeze carries alternatives to our habitual ways of reacting.” --Tarthang Tulku
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stood up by the set!

today was funny!i was at school and was supposed to leave early considering i had a shoot for this talk show. aha!talk show..yes i know sounds crazy and completely "not my thing to do" but i was doing it anyways..topic????teenagers, curfews, student life etc etc...im still not sure what point of view they wanted me to have..because i am pro student life and being crazy ..losing it at times yackity yack!
wellllll came home early because i didnt want to look like a haggard old teacher, got dressed about to leave..ringgg ringgggg ..room starts vibrating:)
" hi , sorry to let you down but the shoot has been postponed till tomorrow, actually you see our set is not ready and it will now have to be tomorrow..i am so so sorry.Please say you will make it"
"ummm okkk well i guess, i will have to let you know..i left school early so i could come today..and don't think it would be possible tomorrow..and even if it is ..it will have to be at 4 latest" [playing hard to get...you think!!!??? nooooo i was being honest..i really can't afford to take off everyday..]
"well please let me know....and just do it naa ...ok you can came late.in anycase shooting wont start before 4"
"ok i guess..fine! i will come..see you"
"bye"
so, nowww i am home, with manie and nothing to do.. sitting down to write this..just to let it out. and also decided to change my template to original...nothing beats this one for me!:)

when everything else gives the indication of it not happening,I KEEP HOPING THAT IT WILL HAPPEN.

Dear me,
i know it's been a while since i spoke to you but that can't be helped i have been so busy. with what??ah!thats a tough one because i myself don't know. if it's not school its the trip or just life in general. I am being selfish today, finally writing to you because noone else will listen...or busy with their own issues..which is understandable.i can't expect people to drop everything when i need to crib, whine or just be without any resaon. Suddenly when i need a ear a shoulder, all are busy, i know im being selfish and harsh on everyone right now..but i just feel like this and i want to say it!
well yes i dont have issues that are tangible maybe, but i feel low and i can't seem to explain it. too much is happening and i get a lonely feeling. i know i am not alone, there is everyone and im always there with everyone..or atlesat try to be. anyway..all i do is crib to you..so i won't.
too bad i can't cry on your shoulders...neck twist ho jai ga:)
anyway heres to pointless cribbing noone has time for:)
takecare and be there for me please
meyum

karachi main aik anokha rickshaw

corporate crazy

names have been cut to maintain privacy
this post this dedicated to all my freinds who are in the corporate world, either studying or working. i made this page for a freind of mine and realized that it doesnt have to be boring, not at all!if you have the crazy streak in you, then you CAN turn the world upside down. So take out your Bright Purple tie and ladies take your best flowery bag out!it's time to walk with your head on the ground. All in good humour:)

...so say it na!atleast talk to someone

i had a long session with my freind today and i realzied that how important it is to vent out!im not judging anyone here, but men genrally don't let things out, heck even their best freinds wouldnt know whats going on in their lives. I am just thorughly confused as to what goes on in their heads, that movie"what Women want" it should be "what MEN want" no jokes aprt there is always a need to confide, to tell someone and even a third person at times. "he says that i am the one he can speak to and thats it, but i have hurt him so now he wont even talk to me, i cant leave him like this, i can fix him". No you can't, its not an obligation, its a two way street, i will say this again that im not judging anyone here but this is just a bulid up and i just dont understand how you can just question and talk to yourself and obviously it juts bouces back and in vain, result???No result. how can there be a result if there is just one judge and one lawyer, one jury, all the same!NO VERDICT HAS BEEN REACHED!

it's like playing squash alone, there will be a lot of noise, but no final answer, heck not even a tie!

Talking thinsg out helps. Thats my take on things.It might not resolve but it ceratinly gives a broader perspective.

sorry if this post offended anyone.Not intentional at all.

why?

I am amazed at the lengths people go to to gossip to hurt people to have fun at other expense!
I mean what part of their brain are they using here, if at all! does it not bother them that someone might be getting hurt because of this.
It's so easy to say that"i give, and you never return", you can truly tell what the intention is merely by the fact that the moment they start giving they want something back...whatever happend to people who gave, and gave unconditionally. We just put so many conditions upon love that if someone is trying to be in a relationship, they have no other choice but to fall apart or be accused of not putting enought effort or not GIVING enough. at what point do you decide . yes!i will go on a detach myself from this abuse, because its not love it's plain selfishness.
Its not necessary that two people might be wrong, maybe they are both right in their ways but somehow instaed of growing together and resolving things they grow apart, yet there will always be that feeling that "oh no i cant be without her/him". You really dont draw a line then and take pain upon pain upon pain!.
and then there are those who enjoy this!for them relationships are a way to gossip. It's amazing when married people resort to such activities, as if they dont undesrtand the delicateness of relationships. They will laugh, bitch, brag(how they are going to be at this mega social event ..you know who is getting married to you know who) all crap! all crap all crap!these are eaxctly those heartless individuals who at any given point would ditch person for something/someone more exciting in one sec.
My question to you brags, gossipers and heartless selfish people, don't you feel that there is a God sitting up there?Do you not believe?